Friday, August 12, 2005

Freaking Tired...

Enough!!! Stupid database. Stupid SQL statements. Stupid GUI. Stupid codings. Last night, I was doing so much. That I basically slept with SQL statements running through my mind.
Its irritating to suddenly wake up at 4am, with the thought, INSERT * From Product statement in my head.
It sucks to wake up again at 5am, after dreaming of statements like: IF ((A1=0, 0,1) WHERE(B2=0))) or something to that extend.
Its draining to wake up again at 7am after seeing more IF...ELSE, INSERT, UPDATE, DELETE, WHERE statements swimming in my mind.

So tired that by the time I was supposed to wake up at 8am, I was just too tired. Dad dragged me up. Making me sit up so that I won't fall back to sleep. Then he went to prepare to go out. Only coming back to my room and seeing me back on mine pillow.

So tired that although I know I had to wake up but just didn't have the energy to get up. I crawled out of my bed to the sofa to sit stone. Fell back to sleep again. This time dad leaving home already. Got up to close the door for him, only making my tired arse back to my bed and sleeping.

Finally woke up after thinking of those stupid statments. Had enough lah! I don't want to think liao. Prepare to go school.

Met up with supervisor. Bahh.. Supposed to meet at 11am. I reached at 11.30am. He didn't say anything; probably anticipated it the "grace" period already. Meeting lasted almost an hour. Showed him what I did... Sian lah... So many errors suddenly popped out. Damn it!

Anyway, asked supervisor a lot of questions. Some a bit lame lah. Like, "how is the 2nd marker ar? Strict or not?" "If I really run into error than how ar???" "Would I have marks deducted cause of this or that..."

Met Xl for lunch after school. Then headed home and promptly fell asleep onto the sofa dead as a log. So still that dad came back and started talking to me but I could barely even open my eyes or activating my brain.

Is this life?? I think its a rather lack of it. Shite...
I'm having a bad day. I need a blue sky holiday...

No comments: