I suddenly realised that it seems like a long time I haven't had an off day on a weekend leh. So I went to check my schedule to count for weekends off. Zero!
Muahaha.. Ok... I rememeber why I don't have weekends off le. I was the one who told them to put me to work on weekends. They hesitated but I insisted. Geh kiang la.. Never mind... Next time I won't say that le. Its nice to have weekends off and feel normal.
Anyway! Today is my off day. I has been a super long time since I managed to sleep past noon. But I still woke up at 10 automatically to check the time and wondered if I had to work what shift. Hahaha...
Me=Workaholic
If I'm not wrong, ever since I started work which was like 3 over months ago, never been able to sleep late. Cause even off days I had to wake up early to attend mass, go driving or do some stuff la.
So the feeling today is shiok la!
My agenda today was planned... Plan to do nothing (free and easy) till maybe after 2 or 3pm?
Hey that's still a plan wor.
Monday, September 25, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
Panda Eyes
I'm back! Heh heh... Think this has been the longest hiatus from blogging I've had.
Ohh well... A lot of things happened within this time. Good and bad. But sad to say, mostly bad la.
Was feeling kinda down at the start of the month. Damn buay song with people and events that happened. Its that kind of feeling where I just wanna walk away from it but I can't. Then there isn't much things within my capabilities to change what people think differently of me. Really made me think a lot cause it was seriously bothering me. Thought about it so much that I was kinda affected in a lot of things. Very very foul mood. All until one day, when I was walking to the driving centre, with all those unhappy thoughts on my mind, I suddenly told myself that perhaps I should just suck it up la.. I need not give a shit about whatever happens even though it concerns me directly. After all, I also can't change the decision of others once it has been made.
Suddenly my mind and my heart felt very light, the weight was suddenly lifted.
Oooohhhh... Sweet Enlightenment. Hahahaha!
What good things happened? Ehhh... I also can't really remember la. See... I was so bothered that even happy events also became gloomy.
Either that or I was really busy. Busy helping dad with his work after I finish my shift or on my off day. I'm lucky, I'll get 5hrs of sleep each day. Most nights, I only got about 3-4 hours of sleep. Cause I'm such a workaholic, once I start, I can't stop till I'm either done with it, or I fall asleep doing it.
Yes... My eyes are like a panda's. Dark circles are getting like freaking obvious la. Hehh... But of course, I've got my concealer which helps dramatically but not totally cause I think mine's a pretty bad case.
Ohh ya, I went to consult a fortune-teller (more like unfortunate-teller), I was told that this year is a very bad year for me. In every aspect of my life. Kaoz... The day before I went, over at the counter, we were all saying that we should just listen with a pinch of salt and not take the words too seriously. So that was the mindset when I went. But after hearing whatever the fortune-teller said, it became a bit too hard to ignore. Cause whatever she said were rather specific. Its not like those where you read online and the description words are rather general and ambiguous. Her's were like specific and detailed which was scary to an extend. Whatever she said bout my past and present are accurate that it makes what she say bout my future somewhat credible. Furthermore, those colleagues who went to her, all said she was rather accurate with their's too. So cannot be I'm so different that what she says is wrong.
Mmmm.. I'm clearing my driving lessons faster than expected. Don't know if that's a good thing or not though. Good cause I learn more within that time slot. I'm thinking if I should book fixed instructor or not. Cause that instructor clears me pretty fast. Like 2 subjects in 1 lesson. Or if slower, its 3 subjects within 2 lessons. Not so good cause I won't have as much practise.
Then recently, when I was driving, the camera went off when I was at the junction waiting to do a U-turn. Wah liao.. Haven't even get license then get demerit points??? Cannot be right? Very worrying leh! Kept on asking the instructor how, how, how?
But anyway, maybe the camera or the wires connected to the camera went ku-ku due to the heavy downpour. Yes... the rain was so heavy that visibility was reduced to only 2 cars in front. Rear view mirror was practically useless cause I can't even see anything. Roads were so flooded that I could only drive at bout 30km/h. It was so bad that the car would splash water to the side. Pedestrians walking on the pathway are really sway lor, cause sure get spashed. I had to be reminded many times by my instructor to slow down upon seeing pedestrians or they will surely curse me. Hahahaa..
I think I shall consider myself lucky that it rained so heavily on the day I had my driving. At least there is someone to guide me on what to do. Imgaine if I didn't, then next time when I get my P-plate and there's a heavy downpour. Sure end up like kan cheong spider.
Money money money! Come to Me!
Haiyo... My social life also rather boring. Either I work or learn driving or more work. I wanna cheong my driving! Pass asap but earliest test date would only be in Jan 07 lor! My gosh... Thats so far away. Can I get it before chinese new year? Ohh wait... When exactly is CNY? Hahaha... Nvm... I didn't bother checking.
I wanna go on a holiday!!!
This year isn't looking too good. I don't think I'll be able to take leave due to the peak season in the retail calendar.
Ok... Until the next update.
Take care peeps. =)
Ohh well... A lot of things happened within this time. Good and bad. But sad to say, mostly bad la.
Was feeling kinda down at the start of the month. Damn buay song with people and events that happened. Its that kind of feeling where I just wanna walk away from it but I can't. Then there isn't much things within my capabilities to change what people think differently of me. Really made me think a lot cause it was seriously bothering me. Thought about it so much that I was kinda affected in a lot of things. Very very foul mood. All until one day, when I was walking to the driving centre, with all those unhappy thoughts on my mind, I suddenly told myself that perhaps I should just suck it up la.. I need not give a shit about whatever happens even though it concerns me directly. After all, I also can't change the decision of others once it has been made.
Suddenly my mind and my heart felt very light, the weight was suddenly lifted.
Oooohhhh... Sweet Enlightenment. Hahahaha!
What good things happened? Ehhh... I also can't really remember la. See... I was so bothered that even happy events also became gloomy.
Either that or I was really busy. Busy helping dad with his work after I finish my shift or on my off day. I'm lucky, I'll get 5hrs of sleep each day. Most nights, I only got about 3-4 hours of sleep. Cause I'm such a workaholic, once I start, I can't stop till I'm either done with it, or I fall asleep doing it.
Yes... My eyes are like a panda's. Dark circles are getting like freaking obvious la. Hehh... But of course, I've got my concealer which helps dramatically but not totally cause I think mine's a pretty bad case.
Ohh ya, I went to consult a fortune-teller (more like unfortunate-teller), I was told that this year is a very bad year for me. In every aspect of my life. Kaoz... The day before I went, over at the counter, we were all saying that we should just listen with a pinch of salt and not take the words too seriously. So that was the mindset when I went. But after hearing whatever the fortune-teller said, it became a bit too hard to ignore. Cause whatever she said were rather specific. Its not like those where you read online and the description words are rather general and ambiguous. Her's were like specific and detailed which was scary to an extend. Whatever she said bout my past and present are accurate that it makes what she say bout my future somewhat credible. Furthermore, those colleagues who went to her, all said she was rather accurate with their's too. So cannot be I'm so different that what she says is wrong.
Mmmm.. I'm clearing my driving lessons faster than expected. Don't know if that's a good thing or not though. Good cause I learn more within that time slot. I'm thinking if I should book fixed instructor or not. Cause that instructor clears me pretty fast. Like 2 subjects in 1 lesson. Or if slower, its 3 subjects within 2 lessons. Not so good cause I won't have as much practise.
Then recently, when I was driving, the camera went off when I was at the junction waiting to do a U-turn. Wah liao.. Haven't even get license then get demerit points??? Cannot be right? Very worrying leh! Kept on asking the instructor how, how, how?
But anyway, maybe the camera or the wires connected to the camera went ku-ku due to the heavy downpour. Yes... the rain was so heavy that visibility was reduced to only 2 cars in front. Rear view mirror was practically useless cause I can't even see anything. Roads were so flooded that I could only drive at bout 30km/h. It was so bad that the car would splash water to the side. Pedestrians walking on the pathway are really sway lor, cause sure get spashed. I had to be reminded many times by my instructor to slow down upon seeing pedestrians or they will surely curse me. Hahahaa..
I think I shall consider myself lucky that it rained so heavily on the day I had my driving. At least there is someone to guide me on what to do. Imgaine if I didn't, then next time when I get my P-plate and there's a heavy downpour. Sure end up like kan cheong spider.
Heee... I bought stuff from Esprit.
I'm loving my new hp. It has 5 alarms slots. F.I.V.E. leh!!!
Next month gonna eat grass again. Need to buy contact lens.
Photoshoot coming up. I don't know what to wear!!! Should I dye my hair? How should I style my hair?
Money money money! Come to Me!
Haiyo... My social life also rather boring. Either I work or learn driving or more work. I wanna cheong my driving! Pass asap but earliest test date would only be in Jan 07 lor! My gosh... Thats so far away. Can I get it before chinese new year? Ohh wait... When exactly is CNY? Hahaha... Nvm... I didn't bother checking.
I wanna go on a holiday!!!
This year isn't looking too good. I don't think I'll be able to take leave due to the peak season in the retail calendar.
Ok... Until the next update.
Take care peeps. =)
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Mind Block
I'm feeling totally drained. Not energetic. Very lifeless like that.
Want to blog but the words are just not flowing.
Next time ba...
Want to blog but the words are just not flowing.
Next time ba...
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